humaninkstain: (Poe - Fuck it)
I'm thinking about doing a video blog on youtube about weight loss, at first I was like why not but then hit me that it would not only take a lot of fucking guts but I don't think I have those guts. Youtube is often filled with extremely stupid comments, and I'd probably end up replying to all the negative ones with fierce smartassness and sarcasm. Ontop of that I don't want anyone finding me that used to know me or anything. It would be plain weird. I have a camera but no clue if it takes videos or not. My sister has her tablet, so I could try that. Or I could purchase a webcam. If I do, do it it'll be a video every month.

I did have a weight loss journal started on tumbler, but it stopped. That was when I lived back in Steubenville, lol at firefox telling me Steubenville is spelled wrong. Anyway, I live in Columbus now and I do feel somewhat better about being here and doing it. Different city, with a lot of places to go. If I lose weight I can walk to those places without getting out of breath or hurting. Hell, take a bus and go to the mall all day. My cousin Statie and I are going to start walking starting next week, but if my clothes get washed before the weekend is over I might start on Saturday. Then I'll begin buying clothes every month. The clothes I have now look like shit, seriously, I've barely bought anything to wear in the last seven years. I seriously need to start taking better care of myself.

It's funny but before I really didn't give a flying shit, and somedays I still honestly don't but I'm just getting tired of living this way. It's not only difficult but I'm twenty six years old. Something has to change. I'd like to spend the remainder of my life able to walk into a store and buy clothes off the rack. Maybe I'll do that. I've got all summer, so I'll give it a three month trial and give it a go ahead.

Guess that's all I really feel like saying right now. Later.
humaninkstain: (Zoe - Idk)
Sometimes, I can't help wondering why we become the people we are.
humaninkstain: (Axel - Huh)
I swear, everytime I fall asleep. There's a bunch of crazy ass dreams waiting to pounce on me.

Yesterday: I can't remember.
Today: Zombies attacking my home.
Tomorrow: Who knows.

In other news: writer's block still here. unpleasant headaches rampant. Though I'm in the mood for a Kingdom Hearts RP, nothing major, just small because Axel keeps speaking to me. He wants a Namine along for the ride since that's my KH OTP. Also, watching a walkthrough for 385 days, Axel over uses Got it memorized. I kinda want to slap him a little.
humaninkstain: (Mary - Kill me now)
First entry, mainly to keep my name and ensure it doesn't get erased somehow. I spent the last few days without electricity, thanks to my mom not switching over the electric, that was a fun old time. I spent those days at my Aunt's, which was fun but it was incredibly loud and I mostly stayed at my house in the cold. It wasn't that bad to be honest but I felt like I was going insane with worry at times. Thankfully I'm back at home now in my own bed without freezing cold temps and walking back and forth. That's all I really want to say. Tata for now.

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